Why don’t I feel beautiful?
No makeup. Natural hair. Not hiding flaws. The real me.
This is why I don’t feel beautiful. People see me with the make up on. But this is the real me. How I really look underneath the mask. I’m always self conscious about my appearance but…I need to show the world how I really look. I’m tired of hiding..& if I get hate, then I guess I just have to learn to deal with it.

This…is me. Up close, and personal. This is one of the reasons why I look down upon myself sometimes. Why I don’t feel naturally beautiful. What you see here is my skin disorder. I hope it won’t get worse, but it could unfortunately. I have it throughout my body. If I didn’t have makeup on, you would see my very uneven skin tone because the disorder gives me a lot of brown spots. But yeah. I feel like I’m not that pretty enough within my social surroundings. Not only skin is what makes me self conscious, but also my weight. But I am already fixing that by going to the gym. I have to try to make the best of with what I got.